My Heart Is Running Thin In Space

When does it end ~ the losses

What are the messages?

How do we heal from one unexpected blow

to emotions stomach when another comes

at full throttle speed.

Where do we go to scream beyond loud?

And all the while ~ we have to refrain from

asking WHY????? because the answers

never come and if so, it's NEVER in the

format of words we wish to hear or attempt

to understand.

Whose shoulder do we go and cry on when

mostly everyone possible is weighed down

trying to bounce back into the game of LIFE.

For no matter how many times it is said that

DEATH will become of us all and as I redefine it

to ~ Don't Eagerly Anticipate The Hour ~ We're

still not ready or prepared.

Your inner voice start to asking questions in full

speed like a two year old ~ was that hug tight

enough, did I love you show in my eyes once

spoken from my lips, did we laugh long enough,

and so forth and on.

is said that your heart is as big as your fist ~

If true, my fist is only but so big and I don't know

if it can hold another piece of pain.

09.08.04 ~ The "Butterfly"